Welcome to Me!

This is Me.

Let's just get the introductions out of the way shall we? Even if you know me, you might as well know ME me and not the me that I am sometimes when I'm hiding? Sometimes I hide. It's just part of how awesome I am.

I'm Jenny, pen name Ducky, nickname Tink. I love mini candy canes, sushi, lilacs, and beaches. I love the rain and the way it smells after it rains, and the way it smells before it rains, and the way it feels on my skin when I walk in the rain... you get the point.

I change my hair frequently in order to run away from myself...












Kissing is my art form, lips are my pallets or something ridiculous like that. I write what I feel. I say what I think. It's the only time I'm really free to express myself without anxiety or worry about what others will think. I can say more in a couple sentences on page than I ever could to most people in person. I love everyone except some people and I tend to be overly loud, and a little too into personal space.

I'm impatient, stubborn, and sometimes just a plain annoying. I'm a hypocrite sometimes, and pretend I don't like boys, and don't want them to touch me, but really all I want them to do is touch(?) me.

I could say something good about myself, but honestly what is there to say really? If you actually know me you might think something good, but if you don't what's the point in building myself up when in reality I'm probably just a bla kind of a chick?

But I love God, and God loves me and He knows I'm trying my best, even when it comes across as completely effed up.

Cheers.

Okay, so for starters, today I read an online article about this guy who just got off death row a few days before he was set to die. Now they think there's enough question on his case that he shouldn't be there in the first place. He gets a retrial cause all these "witnesses" that testified against him changed their minds and said "JK".

Damn it People.

This is how I feel about Capital punishment.



And if you're wondering yes I am an Asian dude. This Asian Dude.

Anyway it's a ridiculous piece of trash. I despise capital punishment. It's the most hypocritical technique the world uses to get rid of people. It's like saying, "Hey killing people is BAD. So to teach you a lesson we will kill you."

What?

Honestly I don't believe it's right for anyone to take another person's life, even if that person was disillusioned enough to murder an innocent person. It's not eye for an eye people. We don't live back in the Old Testament. The only person, in my opinion, that has the right to decide to take a life and decide when it's your time to go is not a person at all.

It's God.

I'm sorry if someone reading this isn't religious, but honestly, it pisses me off when someone looks at another person and says "You have to die." How do you know that he committed the crime? How many people have died in vain, because they were innocent? Because they never committed a crime? I'm going to go out on a cheesy limb here and say that my Heavenly Father is the only All Seeing Eye that I know of.

I mean how many times has DNA let someone on Death Row or in prison off the hook, but because prison destroyed their life they can't go back to anything? No family, no friends, no employment opportunities, stuck in a rut after they were -- this close to death. To me, one of those innocents is not worth the whole shit load of guilties that pass through there either.

Democracy? Freedom?

How unfair it is to brand people with a permanent, but invisible mark and send them through their life with it tattooed to their chest for all to see.

The Scarlett Letter will never leave. And Hester is a symbol of lives even now.